Why???

Aq betol2  x paham... nape nk mara2 je dlm bulan2 pose nie... huh!.... cube byk kan bersaba dlm bulan yg mulia nie... kan lebih baik... bkn dulu ko yg soh aq jgn senget sgt... ko selalu ingatkan aq, walau ape pn yg berlaku, solat tu penting.. bile aq x bgn subuh, ko akan kejut aq sampai aq bgn... ko ajar aq mengaji, bile aq salah tajwid, ko yg betulkan bacaan aq... bile aq jadi giler2... ko soh aq ingat tuhan.. ingat halal haram...

tp skung, ko da berubah... x mcm dulu.. kenape? aq x mampu tanpa ko... aq harap sgt2 ko jgn berubah.. sbb aq perlukan ko utk tunjukkan aq jln yg betul... aq betul2 perlukan ko...

poison.....

I wanna love you but I,but I better not

Poison

Your cruel device
your blood, like ice
One look, could kill
My pain, your thrill...

I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
Your poison running through my veins
Your poison
I don't wanna play these games


Poison

Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace, on sweat

I hear you calling and it's needles and pins
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you but you're under my skin
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
Your poison running through my veins
Your poison
I don't wanna break these chains

just want you know

I has owned
The beautiful feeling smarting me
Sense crumble my hope
You after love me
As if eternal
Even you understand
I think me wrong understand you
I just want you know
Enormity love me
High him fancy me with your
to cross time that leave over now
In every day me
In breath end waste live me

Although all only have in dream me
Only have in my day dream
Beyond live
As if eternal

l luv u so much!!!!!!!

( lol: Fi )

STOP!!!

well, bg menghormati ramadan pada kali ini, aq dgn berbesar ati tuk berhenti blog buat sementara waktu...hu3... aq dah plan nk stat wat solat tarawih kt masjid sultan ismail... siang aq nk focus siapkan research aq, sbb bini aq dah x sabo2 nk ad umah sendiri.. aq pn dah bosan dok utm nie... 

harap2 aq berjaya.. key kengkawan sume... jom kite berjuang penuhkan bulan ramadan yg mulia nie dengan amalan2 yang berfaedah + diberkati.... insyaallah...

1st day berbuka di tasik...

c 

Expression of feelings

aku x fham knp smpai skrg die x msj aku lg..nk kate x bgun lg..aku tgok mkin bnyk je pic kt blog die ni..geram aku rse..tah r..rse x nk blik pun ade..klo aku ckp dgn die..aku yg kne blik..aku naik menyampah gile tahap cipan x yang boleh beranak klo die ckp..."abg kn ketua keluarga fi knelah ikut ckp abg..WTF..!!!..ko sorg je yg de perasaan aku x de..??..hubungan ni tetap x kn kekal lame..klo aku sorg je yg berubah sedagkn ko tak?....fikir la..klo masih syg kn aku..same2 brubah..aku pun x boleh nk follow pagai ko smpai ble2..
klo aku x msj ko naik antu cm aku ni wat salah besa..tp ko??..aku nk tgok plak ko bg aku alasan pe nt..
ko tau skrg pose..wktu rehat aku x wat pe..x tnye aku lgsung..lntk ko r..mls aku nk fkir.....blaja2 la hidup sndri..sbb kte tak tau ape yg akn jd akn dtg..(LoL..fi)

                             

Esok da pose la weh!!